In that long time of driving I had plenty of time to think about life. So I'm going to be open with you. Lately I have been struggling with doubt. Doubt in myself mainly. Being unsure of the decision I had made to leave behind everything yet again to spend all the money I have to go back to YWAM. It has been driving pretty insane! But some where along the road I had this feeling of peace and confidence come over me. I knew that this is the right
decision no matter what kind of opposition or barriers were there to get in my way! Whether or not I have money, or a car or a 'job' or am on the 'right' path to some people, I know deep down in the fiber of my being that I love people and I love God and I want to see the two come hand and hand and life life as an adventure. And this path I'm on is leading me right to that!
Our first assignment for SLAM is to keep a blog (thank God I already have one). So I will be more devoted to writing in here because now it is also an assignment and not just a hobby I rarely do.Today we have been learning about what passion is. I had to give an answer to what I am passionate about and honestly, being open and all, I had a hard time because of the confusion I'm going through. But in time I know I will have the answer!
| Passion: a desire you are willing to suffer for |

Good to hear you are doing well my friend.
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